KittieSteph

Been yo-yoing up and down… broke up from totally emotionally abusive bf, which is a good thing, but brings problems all of it’s own such as loneliness etc…..

Going to start Slimming World plan again, I’ve done it before I can do it again, and hopefully it will stick. Going to try and get out running as much as I can and then it should fall off… it’s just getting into the frame of mind that is the hardest part! Feel so vulnerable and depressed at the moment!

I’ve joined Slimming World again so my weight loss quest has begun once more!!! Have lost 51/2lbs this week after a shaky first couple of weeks so I’m quite happy and seeing the scales today has really motivated me so wish me luck hope everybody is good!!

Diet at the moment is pretty non-existent… Relationship troubles grrrrr.

Had an argument with bf cos he never makes any effort to compliment me about anything but is quite happy to talk about all the stunning SLIM women out there. Apparently he just isn’t the sort of man that does compliments!! I knew he would say that so quickly told him that if that were true then he wouldn’t talk about how great other women were to me all the time!!!

Also, one of his friends was being really derogatory about my weight and he barely even stuck up for me and basically said that if his friend thought I was a fat pig then that was his opinion and he’s entitled to it. Suffice to say, I’m not feeling too good about myself at the moment… But I’m not gonna give up

I ask simple things of my mother, who has always been tiny, like not to bring chocolate into my house etc… not only does she bring chocolate, she offers to buy me chinese food! She knows I am pretty much obese but the minute I let her know I’m dieting says things to me like “You’re turning anorexic” etc as if she is trying to put me off losing weight, and then when we argue decides to call me fat this, fat that… long story, but she has some alcohol problems.

My brother is about 112lbs and a total bitch an has decided to turn on me in the last few days for no reason at all and I have just had a text message from him out of the blue saying “Fatty haha”. Just to be cruel. I know I shouldn’t let it get to me but it made me cry as I feel quite down about a lot of things lately anyway. And I know it sounds stupid but all I want to do now it eat eat eat!!! Just needed to vent

I’ve been trying for months on end to get back into a dieting frame of mind and have finally got there and I’m so pleased! The only frustrating thing is that I don’t really know what triggered it all off, other than feeling awful for months! And this site is telling me off for losing too much too quickly, but I know I’m eating plenty and it’s dropping off so quickly just because there’s so much there to lose! This site has helped tremendously in just the couple of days since I’ve joined and I’m so pleased I found it!